Trippin’ over: Angry Johnny by Poe
So i have been pretty bored lately and i don’t know what possessed me but i decided to stalk the social media of my ex. You see, we broke up like effin’ years ago and i haven’t seen him like since forever. I just want to clarify that despite the messy break-up (we were young back then,and so i blame our naiveness), i don’t feel any bitterness nor any unreciprocated love for him. As i scroll his account, i realized that maybe i hunted him down just to see if he is doing okay. Although we no longer have any communication (his social media btw is open to public,that’s why i was able to see it). I DO wish him the best in life. At one point in my life, i shared to him my love and a part of me. At some point in my life he became the most important person in my life.
Do i regret having him in my life? No. I learned many things from him. The things and moments we shared will always have a special place in my heart. Maybe i do regret some of my decisions back then, but maybe things are really not meant to be between the two us.
The thing about past relationships, ex, failed love; despite all the messy breakups, unsolved conflicts; there will always be a connection. I honestly wish him the best in life because he deserves it. I wish him happiness and love because he deserves it.
superbkakai 